I just realised my response was posted in the wrong area and I meant to post this to your reply:

Ugh. I’ve never struggled as much as I have in the last few years with my attitude towards society. It feels like we live amongst zombies because no one thinks for themselves nor has the emotional capacity to feel anything real. This feeling of pity and disgust only grows. What a world.

My partner told me I'm being delusional and need to face to sad facts.